Posted by idekwhat on 2014/02/11 under Uncategorized okay hi idk what this is but hey whatever. I just thought maybe i could write to vent so hello. I’m in love with my best friend. And it is killing me. We always tell each other we love each other. But it wouldn’t work. And i wish I could get over this but I can’t. I mean I can’t distance myself from him, because he is my best friend, and I think he’s great and fun and amazing, but seeing him with that one person kills me. I think about it all day every day. I can’t stop. I guess part of the problem is alcohol. This stuff all comes out everytime we’re drunk. But we both know that its sober thoughts. It is such a messy situation and all i want is to stop feeling like this. Its so horrible, but anyway yeah idk
Sounds like me and my best friend. I love him to pieces… And I’m afraid the feeling isn’t mutual.
not knowing if the feeling is mutual is horrible, i felt like that for so long, it was so lonely. And almost pathetic, I felt like if he had found out he would be so awkward and emabrrassed for me. But its not like that at all. The thing with me and my friend is we both said it. Altho i had felt it for a long time before. It all depends on how close you too are and how you feel around each other i guess, if it feels right go for it and tell him, altho i would suggest being drunk to do so, as if things go bad you can blame it on the drink!